Cleanse! DAY✰9

Sooooo................ I haven't lost a pound.  I'm pretty pissed off.  Seriously, body?  I'm feeding you enough calories, I'm drinking water, I'm even getting exercise at work.  So, what the HELL?

Seriously... I need to see results to keep this going.  My will power is so low.. No need to update my current weight since it hasn't changed....

~カナエ

Cleanse! DAY✰6

My body is trolling me... ಠ__ಠ

So, in theory I /should/ be at 130 lbs today.  But I am not, I'm hovering around 132/133.  SO FRUSTRATING!!!  I was thinking, oh, it might be that time of the month.  Which would explain the weight gain!  I'm HOPING that's it.  But I feel like it shouldn't come for another week or so. Hmmmm~ I did at one point in the last few days drop to 131.  Yes my body is REFUSING to cross the 130 mark, what a dick.

So other than the 3 lbs I am ignoring, things are going well!  I'm not craving a whole lot... I did, at one point, "eat" a piece of cheese and raisin bread (I spit it out after I chewed it)......if that doesn't scream eating disorder, I don't know what does. XD  BUT!! I am getting enough calories.  I am NOT starving myself, it's a fast, it's normal and healthy and millions of people do it all the time.  I don't know why I'm defending myself in a blog only one person reads, but, well, whatever.  I made my point lol.

CW: 132/133 (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~)

~カナエ

Cleanse! DAY✰3

Small update. It's day 3 and things are going well! My hunger pains seem to have subsided. It feels awesome. Seeing the scale drop 1 lb a day is pretty awesome too!
I'd say the only way this fast works is if you follow it EXACTLY. I'm pretty much holed up in my room because being in the kitchen is too much of a temptation. I've got no major food related events to go to, I'm pretty much just staying in my bedroom like a hermit and watching animu. Hehe~ (〃￣ω￣〃ゞ

I tried the SWF the other day!  It was...well, unpleasant.  Drinking it was more harsh than the coming out part, imo.  It's just sooooo digusting, bleh!  But it's optional so i'm only going to do it when I don't have a movement in the morning (I had one today, yay! The tea before bed really helps~).  So maybe once or twice a week, depending.  Work last night was pretty exhausting, but I made it through! Σ(￣。￣ノ)ノ

CW: 133

~カナエ

CLEANSE TIME (✌ﾟ∀ﾟ)

OH HAI.

So...it's been a really long time hasn't it!  Well, a few months.  I am on the Master Cleanse now!!  DAY 1~!!!!!!!! I did the ease in, it helped a lot, got rid of my headaches from the caffeine withdrawal.  I hate to say it, but fasting is the only way I can lose weight.  I've tried exercise (yes, real exercise, not just running at the gym for a week and giving up.  I mean working out for a good month and not seeing any results..)

So, I'm gonna fast.  I will probably get to my "block in the road" (that weight that your body refuses to lose more - for me it's 120 lbs).  I will /try/ to get below 120, but if it doesn't budge after a week I will stop and go back to normal eating.  I don't hate my body, I just dislike the chub I've gained.  Pretty normal.

Anyway, I'll be updating occasionally on my progress.  Stay tuned~! (˘⌣˘) ♫･*:.｡. .｡.:*･


CW: 135 lbs.


~カナエ

DAY✰23

- Garlic cheese biscuits (170 x 4)

- Coke float (WHY CAN'T I STOP DRINKING THESE UGH)
- Water

~カナエ 

DAY✰22

Why no Day 21?  Well... I basically just ate a handful of buffalo spicy chicken, a bowl of macaroni and two coke floats.  And that is IT!  Not sure why I didn't have much of an appetite.  It has somewhat returned today.

- Water
- 2 Pieces of White Toast w/Peanut Butter
- Udon veggie soup with cooked egg
- PB & J "rolls" (i got bored)

~カナエ 

DAY✰20

- Water
- Buffalo spicy chicken
- Coke float (I need to stop drinking these but theyre so good)


I hate everything right now.


I'm better! Somewhat! lol


~カナエ